Wednesday, December 19, 2012
~~I Don't Understand~~
You said you knew what was best for me
Was it really making me love you?
Was making me hurt, even if I never admitted the pain
What was best for me in your eyes?
You know the life I've led
And you know how far I've been thrown
And how far back up I've had to fly
Did you really think that this
That making me love someone I can't touch
I can't hold, and listen to, and kiss
Was best for me?
Please, don't forget the kind of man
I know you to be
You're so much better than you'll ever let yourself see
Just like I am
You're my shadowed light--and I'm yours
Can we remain that way, somehow?
Even if we're only friends, can we still say I love you?
Even if we never kiss again, can I hold you?
I don't understand
How strongly I feel for you
And how strongly I'm hurt
By being made to go make myself a cheater again
After I finally believed myself to be honest....
I still love you
And you know I won't ever stop loving you
Please, please don't let me be
Don't let me ever be alone
For when I'm alone
I can no longer fly
And I can no longer shine
Be the one I hurt the most
If you think you can take it
Be the one watching on the sidelines
If you think you have to
Be the one I long to have
But can never touch
If we both think you're able to
As long as you be mine
I think it's all okay....
I love you.
Forever and a day.