~~I Think I'm Healing~~

Call me no kind names (I don't want it….)

Don't hold me tight (I can't stand it)

Don't tell me you love me (I can't feel it)

Please don't care about me (I never deserved it)

You hold me so tightly

It feels like I'm strangling

You tell me you need me oh so sweetly

I try to reply in kind, but I'm choking

Call me no kind names (I don't want it….)

Don't hold me tight (I can't stand it)

Don't tell me you love me (I can't feel it)

Please don't care about me (I never deserved it)

And you hold me

And you brush back my hair

You lean in to kiss me

But I'm not there

Call me no kind names (I don't want it….)

Don't hold me tight (I can't stand it)

Don't tell me you love me (I can't feel it)

Please don't care about me (I never deserved it)

Will I ever accept it again?

I did once, so long ago

I wish I could know when

I can never let you go

Call me no kind names (I don't want it….)

Don't hold me tight (I can't stand it)

Don't tell me you love me (I can't feel it)

Please don't care about me (I never deserved it)

I hope that I will heal

And the numbness inside will finally fade

And every word I speak about love will be real

And you will become my light in the shade

Please call me kind names, I need it

Please clutch me close, I can't live without it

Please tell me you love me, I think I can return it

Care about me I beg, I think I deserve it….