~~List of Life: Why I'm Living Post~~

• The smiles that come to my face whenever I talk about Ted
• The feeling of pride that comes when I see someone I helped begin to heal
• The feeling of being needed
• The feeling of being loved
• The sound of the birds when I wake up
• The warm embrace of my boyfriend when we watch movies
• The entertaining tackles of my online brother Ian
• This blog is also a major reason
• Fatum and her awe-inspiring search for truth
• Sun-Jung and her almost deafness
• Sun-Jung's laughter
• Fatum's wisdom
• Waking up to a hot mocha in the morning
• Phineas and Ferb
• Mushi-Shi and the amazingness that is it
• Sebastian and his hotness
• My friends and their insanity
• The promise of healing one day
• Raphael and his help
• The Darkness that Comes Before and all the thoughts it provokes
• The memories of my past
• The need to know there's a reason
• The fight for truth and hope
• The need to be with my friends
• The beauty of this world
• The psychotic (and amusing) depravity of the human race
• Irony
• Music
• The fact that I'm going to be way fucking amazing when I grow up
• Evans Blue
• The Horror of Our Love by Ludo
• Ted's smile.