~~I'm Trying~~

I'm trying to believe

That all the words you say

Aren't meant to control me

That you don't want to hurt me

But they tell me things

Things to make me listen

And I try to ignore it

But I need to believe it

But if I believe it

If I accept it as real

Won't it make us fake?

Will it be something I can take?

I need something real

But the way you make me feel

It's turned into my addiction

You're one hell of a temptation

I feel so loved

So cared about

And with the others, it's not this way

So won't you just give me more today?

I don't get love at home

No one here knows me

But when I'm with you

It all feels true

I'm trying to figure out

Who I should believe

Won't you tell me you love me?

And be true to me...?