~~Your Blood On My Hands~~

Standing up, time to fight

But only to fall again

When will the bell ring to signal the night?

Only God knows when

Fighting the same fight

Winning the same war

Gazing at the dawn’s light

What are we fighting for?

I’m just standing here

My notched blades held high

My heart’s pounding in fear

And blood’s pouring down my thigh

I can’t take this, but I have to

There’s no other choices or places to be

I’m fighting because of you

You’re dead because of me!

Unable to contain your lust

You would hold me close

Whether this was right or just

Not even Hell knows

You’re dead because of me

I’ve got your blood on my hands

No one feels this agony

And no one understands

I wish I could speak to warn you

But I’ve just gone mute

I owe my life to you

But they’ve given you the boot

I’m sorry, I didn’t realize

The battle can’t be won

I guess that every one dies

You were just the first one….