Why? Why This?

Amber was

Taken

Away from me

I thought that

I had

Finally

Gotten everything

I could

Ever want

Or need

But I

Found myself

Wanting more

Always

Wanting more

More of you

More of love

More boys

More girls

More drama

More trouble

I couldn't stop

The games I play

I couldn't turn

Back the clock

To the day

That it all

Went

Wrong

But if I could

Oh god

You know I would

Please just

Forgive me

And walk

Away

From me

As long as

You come back

One day

It's all I ask

For goodbye

To never be

Forever

You can do

Whatever you please

As long as you

Remember me

I will do

Whatever it takes

To get you to

Notice me

To get you

To care

But even though

So many many do

They are never

Ever going

To be enough

I don't understand

The temptation

Behind

All this lies

But I just can't end

These games

Until the end

And back again

Forever and ever

World without end.