Goodbye Emily V

Hold onto me tight now

We’re going off the rails now

Losing my mind

Leaving you behind

I can’t stay here

Can’t stay with you in all this fear

Yeah, sure I love you

But there’s nothing I can do

It’s my time to go

And no one will ever know

The reason why

I leave you here, make all my promises a lie

Emily, Emily, Emily

Please just forgive me

I can’t do this anymore

I’m stepping off the shore

And walking into the water ‘til I drown

The wings lost, I’d hit the ground

I am gonna die

So now I’ll tell you goodbye

Goodbye forever, I’ll never come back

All the things that you did lack

I hate you for them now

I’ll make you pay for my heartbreaks somehow

So get used to losing me

And in all my agony

I never meant to let you go

And I will never know

Why I wanted to remain so long

And there is so much that is wrong

There’s nothing left that is right

And we’re going to die tonight

Farewell my beautiful girl

Watch my wings unfurl

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This poem is a vent. Nothing more. Emily is unable to handle being in a relationship with reasons I can understand, so I am not at all angry with her. I know why she can't be mine, and I will not pressure her in the least bit. But it just majorly sucks that I cannot truly own her. I wish she was mine. I would do whatever it takes to make her mine. But I can't.

I can't.

I love you, Emily.

Goodbye.