Emily V.

I've never cried this much

My cheek still feels your touch

Gently your lips I kiss

I don't want to lose this

This feeling of your fingers in my hair

The knowledge that you care

Will I have lost you tonight?

Or will we remain until the dawn's light?

Losing you

What can I do?

Do I remain

Pretend there's no pain?

Or do I walk away

And hope to return another day?

Will you let me come back to you?

Or will I have lost you

Forever and a day?

Is there another way?

Holding tight to your hand

Why you tell me to go I understand

But I can't go!

A life without you I don't want to know

The first girl I've ever loved is you

Without you, what do I do?

Let me stay

Tell me there's another way

Tell me you're mine

Tell me we're fine

Please! Please

Emily, I'm on my knees

Don't make me go!

I don't want to go!

Emily, sweet Emily

I clutch you to me desperately

In my ear you whisper, "It's for your sake, remember

"That I love you forever."

NO! No, sweetheart, no

But inside of me I know

You're right

But can we make this last another night?

I don't want to lose you now

Can't I stay with you somehow?

My Emily..........

*Bursts into sobs.* Emily, I'm sorry.....I should have told you about Dylan. I should've told you about Joseph.  I should've told you everything. I used you. I betrayed you the same way you betrayed me. And now you're telling me to go. I can't leave you! I can't leave you. I may not be able to save you, but the least I can do is spiral down into hell with you. Emily! Emmy, sweetheart, tell me we're okay. Tell me I can stay with you! Please, Emmy, please!!!!!!!